~tEaRz Of tHe FaLLeN RaiN..~

hm. tearz again? yea. juz oni. but itz not the tearz of sadness. i was touched. by an email i juz recieved from sky. i dunno y but readin wat he said juz let out the tearz of mine. rarely did anyone understood my past. my feelings. but he juz did. his wordz juz moved my heart. hm. maybe bcoz i seldom bring up topicz n tok abt my past bgr n love stuffz wit my goodie frenz n buddiez. we normally chat abt happi moments n funni things as alwayz. ttz y i'll alwayz hav a smile on me whereva i am. n also ttz y no one eva really look behind my smile. erm. i felt beta after tellin him abt those and hearin his wordz of true concern. he tot me to be more happi lookin on the bright side of life. not sure if i can. but i'll try. rememberin his wordz. now i feel tt im still cared for. ^-^ hm. later got man u vs arsenal match yo.. big match. itz 3.55am. dunno can make it or not. coz tiz morning woke up 7am so not sure can stay up til that late.. scared if i sleep i wont be able to wake up to c it lolx. i'll slp like a log. coz too tired le. k c how ba. gtg wor. all my darlinx frenz. take care o.. *wiNkz* niTez!