i haven't been updating my blog regularly these days.
hmmmm. maybe, just not in the mood to.
i'm still trying to survive my heart.
i'm still trying to be optimistic.
but the pain, is always there.
i guess, he seems to be avoiding me somehow.
it's been 8 days....... no calls from him.
i so wanna call him, but i pulled myself back.
there's no meaning for me to call, if he's really avoiding me.
perhaps, whether or not i still exist, he no longer cares...
why is he changing...? T_T
all i know now is, i miss him.
hmmmm. maybe, just not in the mood to.
i'm still trying to survive my heart.
i'm still trying to be optimistic.
but the pain, is always there.
i guess, he seems to be avoiding me somehow.
it's been 8 days....... no calls from him.
i so wanna call him, but i pulled myself back.
there's no meaning for me to call, if he's really avoiding me.
perhaps, whether or not i still exist, he no longer cares...
why is he changing...? T_T

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