~*R@in's BlOggiE*~

hm. yest work afternoon. today work morning. itz 'bac-to-bac'. only slept a while. suppose to work afternoon shift but changed with Din coz wanna go out wit ball in da afternoon. itz a sad thing tt hez goin bac to thai tomoro. & itz really tomoro. real fast. got not much time to spend wit him. he told me abt his departure juz 1 week before. & i gotta work. 6 days per week. hm. after work met him at bugis mrt @ 3.30pm. den tk mrt to yishun. reach there abt 4+pm. booked a movie tix for 'I Do I Do' @ 5pm. den went to burger king at GV. ate 'chicken whopper meal'. ball nv eat coz he eat le. hm. over there i saw quite a few o fmy old frenz. like parames.. sangaran.. chen xiong.. shi jun.. etc. but they nv c me. saw wei chiang, rong jun, jian xiong, fidah etc. @ north point. chiang they all got their 'o' lvl results le. he got 25 points. not bad ba. hope he will hav good future. we will go out next time. hm. den ltr i eat finish we go c movie. da show ...

juz now went bac to shatec skool to tk my final result (module 6 transcript). met raidah at 12+pm @ bukit batok mrt. den go to skool.. jalan jalan ard the skool.. cant find my skool mates.. sad.. den saw some tutors.. chat a lil'.. den took our results. den went to west mall walk walk. eat. sat down & chat. until abt 6pm. den i went home. hm. really miss my shatec frenz all ard da skool.. miss da times i had wit them.. laughin tog.. chatin in da library.. meetin new frens.. sayin 'hi' to everyone in skool.. goin out wit them.. urgh. but itz all over.. hm. tt time i saw a couple in my hotel.. i envy the lady alot.. becoz she isnt pretty.. but the husband is an 'ang-moh' & beri beri handsome.. haiz.. aniway.. hope i'm gonna finish my attachment fast. i wanna hav a long break.

Hand me back my halo Repair each broken wing Redeem the graceful words This angel longs to sing. Un-cry the tears I’ve cried Brighten my sky from grey Put some hope beneath my wings And I’ll gladly fly away. Unstitch the smile I’ve sewn Make a face pure perfection A gentle mind and thoughts With joy in each reflection. No burning crimson tides No craving for the knife No voices cursing silently A pathetic, worthless life. Reason my existence A reason just for me I’m searching with blind eyes That’s why I can’t see. The light too far to reach Temptation far too strong This angel’s falling slowly But I know I’m often wrong. So regenerate my faith Put sight behind each eye Mend this broken angel And gracefully, I’ll fly.

finally bac to msia. hm. me went to msia on 18/2. took mc on tt day coz me sick. cough until headache & they put me bac to bac. hm. went in wit my parents, ah pat, louis, lil' baby & uncle jimmy. uncle ricky oso followed us. andy, alex & ah kiong at nite den come in. oh yea. tt nite at abt 10pm the almost the whole perling was blackout. all dark. only can c the moon & stars. wat can we do. nth much. the house is dark too. we lit candles. den we put fire crackers. lolx so nice. loud oso. the electricity came bac at abt 12.45am. we went.. 'phew!..'. were happi tt it came bac. me slept at abt 2.30am. my mum played cards wit andy they all & uncle ricky until abt 5 in the morning. andy they slept at the corridor at the 2nd floor coz no rooms for them le. hm. da next day, sat 19/2.. i woke up at abt 11am. den went out to eat at abt noon. we ate kuay tiao kia. beri nice. den went to buy some stuffs at the Store. den went home. den came out again to a pet shop. ...

it hav been long since i last blogged. my chinese new year supposed to be a beri happy 1. but something happened that makes me bz & sad. k. i'll recall bac.. 08 Feb Lunar New Year. i worked morning shift. after work at abt 3pm. accompany chu go bugis junction jalan jalan while waitin for her uncle to fetch her go m'sia. at abt 4pm we left. i got home. my eldest bro.. sis-in-law.. lil' niece.. grandparents all there le. i bathed den we had our Reunion Dinner. it was wonderful. 09 Feb Chinese New Year. worked morning shift. after work i headed straight home. but i slept in the train. when i was awaken.. i'm at marsiling.. my gosh. overslept. so i alight & board the next train bac to yishun lo. when i got home.. my eldest bro, sis-in-law, lil' niece, grandparents there le. ah pat & louis were aready there waiting for me. they were eatin le. i joined in. after eatin, i took a shower & chat wit them. my aunt, cousin bro, cousin sis, and her bf came ltr....

hm. yesterday me work morning shift. finish 3+pm. den me rachel & keline went to bugis junction jalan jalan awhile lo. me & chel went to tk sticker picz! quite nice & funni. den we bot takoyaki. so nice.. den c here c there. we planned to hav dinner at Si Chuan Dou Hua Rest. @ 6.30pm wit mr. Ralph Ng, my front office manager.. so abt 6.05pm we walk bac to hotel lo. meet sandra & pauline there. den chit chat a while at biz centre. Ravin was on duty. den he helped me scan some of my sticker pic. thankz to him. keke. den abt 6.30pm le we all go to the rest. & hav our seats. tk our orderz. & laugh along. nice being wit them. Mr. Ng is nice & 'open'. we ate quite alot. keline ate lotza shark fins. halfway eatin, mr Thong my duty mngr came in & say i did not tell a guest abt his meals so i gotta pay $103. but my colleague there discuss & mr ng say we minus off the actual actual rate the guest shld pay & den we all shared to pay the rest. they r...

hm. juz now me went out wit sandra.. me alwayz call her 'chu'. keke. she like my jie. we went down town. to shaw house lido.. reach there 4.15pm like tt. wanna c movie. lucky itz weekday abo the queue will be beri beri long wor. we bot da tix 'Hotel Rwanda' @ 5.15pm. she gave me den we go far east tk sticker pic. i blanja. coz she haven tk the change for the movie tix. she gave me $10 for tt. hm. snap snap. nice yo! she beri cute. lolx. by da time we finish tkin itz abt 5pm le. not much time ot eat. so we went bac to lido there c got wat thingy to eat nor. den we decide to eat KFC. yummy long time nv eat tt le. she order zinger meal den me order the new 'shrooms burger' meal. she blanja. coz she say she haben pay for the sstix picz. lolx. she dun want my money. alwayz like tt.... hm. my burger dun look so nice but eat hor quite nice yo. bcoz i love mushroomz... burger king mushroom swiss cannot eat ma coz itz beef. hm.. chic wit shroomz. yummy. got cheese friez ...

finally. itz 27 Jan. the Starz r leaving. since they checked in on da 3 Jan.. i've been seein them almost everyday & treat them like my own frenz.. so i cant bear to see them go. but no choice. they came here for filmin. itz their job. but i'm aready beri happy & satisfy for wat they had done for me. i've been bring my 2 cameras (1 digi & 1 normal cam) wit me since they checked in. hopin therez a chance to snap picz wit them. but i alwayz dun dare to call them or tt they looked bz so i juz c them walked pass me. juz like tt. yea my colleague bellman did help me tk a pic wit kevin & the other wit raymond & ah ben. they r nice & frenly. i WAS happy. but the picz turned out to be blured & quite far. i was really disappointed. i wanted to tk picz wit them again. so i waited.. almost everyday i c them but i juz c them walked pass me, sometimez they do smiled at me. i dun hav da gutz to call them to tk picz coz they might be bz. i wait & wait until...

me goin crAzY~!!! finally i get to take nice picz wit Kevin Cheng (Jia Ying), Raymond Lam (Ling Feng) & Ah Ben (Benjamin Yeo Zhi Long)!! They r soooo nice & frenly.. especially kevin & ben. they r so willing to entertain us.. tk picz wit us again & again.. pose for us.. & so.. they dun really like da fans (no mannerz & irritating!). they kept tokin to us & left da fans behind them waiting for them lolx. me so happy. i got really close wit them. they're funny too!! but Chermaine Sheh (shi man) is checkin out tomoro. early daparture. tomoro me off. so dun hav da chance to snap a pic wit her. but still got yeung yi. da rest of them all checkin out 27 Jan. hope can tk a pic wit her. but actually me aready happy & satisfy le. got snapz wit those hunkz. keke. k late le. gtg. will post da picz up here soon! niteZ~ (cant slp well tonite le kekE!!)~ ^-^

hm. yest me work morning shift. finish at 3pm. raidah came down to my hotel to find me. so nice of her. itz her off day. hm. den we went to bugis village burger king eat & chat den went to bugis junction jalan jalan. we took da stickerz picz. den i left at about 5pm to orchard to find my bro & his frenz at hmv. we r goin to da partyworld ktv at crown prince hotel. reach there at 5.50pm. we sang & had fun til 10pm. we took quite lotza pics. i drank choco milk tea with pearl. it cost $9. my gosh! so eX!! but once in a while. my bro pay for me ma. keke. hm. den we went to da somerset open space food stalls (opposite Robinsons) to eat. da place were so packed. but we managed to find a small table. so da 7 of us bo bian lo gotta squeeze tog lo. quite fun la go tog wit them. den we eat & chat until 11.45pm like tt. we walked down to plaza singapura there to tk cab bac coz quite late le no more mrt. my bro kimkoon baihui & me shared a cab bac. me slept in da cab. den kimko...

today me work morning shift wit sandra pualine jacelyn. looong time nv work whole shift wit sandra le. love workin wit her. shez nice. eventho shez violent doin her work, she is nice to her frenz. shez juz fun & loving. shez so cute. more chubby den me. lolx. shez funny too. & when u need help she will help willingly. she nv shout or show me her temper b4. tiz is wat makez me love workin wit her. juz now after duty we changed clothes le den we walk to da bugis mrt tog. we from da locker tok & laugh until da mrt non-stop sia. we r full of nonsense. she called me banana.. fruit basket.. lolx. i accomp her go bugis junction withdraw money coz she goin bac msia. den she went off lo. i wait for my new fren 'Ball' from thai. hez in s'pore learning eng for abt 6 months le. not bad la his eng. we meet le den walk ard awhile den abt 4+pm we go down to orchard. seems like long time nv been there. we go taka there. i bot lotza makan (2 boxes takoyaki, 2 yakitori, 1 unagi, ...

today ho chi cheung they all checked out le.. didnt snap a pic wit him.. coz got ppl there.. & da female new actresses 'care-la-fare' wasnt frenly. all so dao 1! only some of da male actorz r nice. especially our local Ch. U host/actor 'Ah Ben'. he alwayz look forward to hav eye contact & smile at u. not like those who wait for ppl to look @ them & smile 1st. but nowadayz nv c him. maybe check-ins were busy & i missed him. didnt c him ba. but i will. hm. juz now sandra did try to help me to ask ho chi cheung to tk pic but i was too pai seh coz got ppl there. den we drag drag until they go. when they come bac to collect their luggages & leave for da airport.. my heart was like wantin to hold him bac but i juz c him went off juz like tt.. my heart juz sank. suddenly i was very quiet for quite sometime. didnt really smile. but ravin joke & made me laugh. he said tt aiya let them go la. u c u got a 'bollywood star' (himself) here u dun wan.. ...

hm. juz now me & raidah went bac to shatec to collect our transcript. long time nv go out wit her le. were there at abt 1+pm. first we saw mrs Lai. den she tok to us. she ask me go join fashion show. lolx. coz da way i dressed were kinda trendy in a way. den she ask us to go to da admin there to collect da transcript. hm. saw da same old faces. da staffs at admin. chat a while. den she gave us our transcript. quite happy to hear tt i pass. raidah too. coz i didnt expect tt result as waz on my mind was 'urgh. i gonna fail...'. & i dun hav confident. but now. da resultz make me wanna complete my attachment & get my cert. hm. den we go find mr Lim. my fav teacher!! he lookz da same. chat a while. den saw ms veronique Lau. she cant recognise me until i wave at her. den she gave me a kinda look.. & said tt she first tot 'who is tis 'jipun' (japan) gal standing here?' lolx. we didnt tok much coz she got class. den ltr we saw mr Tham. chat a while too. ...

hm. quite happy juz now (05/01/05) coz me & rachel took photoz wit Zhi Long (local channel U actor) & Raymond Lam (hong kong actor!). they r really nice! but... da pic in my digi cam turn out blur & itz was quite far. & i didnt know tt raymond was tkin da pic wit us too so da way i stood was like not wit him. urGH!!! how come he was juz behind me tkin da pic but i din realise?!?! so sotong of me. da picz turned out.. blur. far. and raymond was like 'extra'. >_ _

juz got bac home from work. my parentz fetch me. hm. today got 2 actorz & 1 actress from HK (tvb) and a few local actorz. at first i didnt know who is da starz comin coz i dun really recognise their namez but when i saw them... oh my gOd!!! itz so real! rite b4 my eyez!! i've watched quite a no. of their filmings & dramaz!! itz Kevin Cheng, Yeung Yi (yang yi) & Raymond Lam!! wow... they all dressed casually. kevin cheng looks more handsome on tv (coz they got put on some make-up when filming. & juz now he was wearing specz. so cute!! lolx.) he lookz more shuai w/o da specz. ^-^ yueng yi is still as sweet as she on tv. i like her lipz coz itz beri sexy. she looks really sweet when she smilez.. & for raymond lam, i didnt really c his face coz he was wearing a cap. when they came.. i didnt know itz them coz i cant recognise Kevin wearing specz. but when i first saw him i juz turned away but in a sec, i look bac at him coz he lookz so familiar. he was lookin at me. ...

hm. juz got home not long ago. quite late now le. hm. juz now (01/01/05) finished my duty at abt 11pm. actually got no plans & wanted to go home. but in da evening, rachel suraya they all say itz 'ladiez nite' (they named it themselves lolx.) & will be goin out after duty. den they asked if i'm goin. den i not sure lo. coz it'll be quite late le. & my parents will be fetching me. so i asked my mum during dinner break den she say ok lo. but i got not enuff $$.. urgh. suraya said nvm 1 coz normally 1 person will pay 1st den ltr or da next day den divide da bill. but my mum brot down for me da money & digi cam (i asked her to bring along 1). she came to my counter to gave me at abt 10+pm. den they all go other places. hm. so after duty we all [me rachel suraya(su) & juraidah(ju)] went to change. itz abt 11+pm. we walk to bugis mrt den tk train to somerset. long time nv go there since nov. den walk down orchard rd. wow. da christmas decorationz & lig...

hm. itz da beri first day of year 2005. happy new year to all. juz now (31/12) got work afternoon shift. so nv really celebrate. louis (from to temple at zion rd) asked me to go sentosa countdown party. but i cant. coz got duty lo. but they all nv buy tix oso. in da end nv go. lolx. they were at da temple lo. hm. a beri beri sad thing abt da south asia Tsunami waves disaster. it happened juz after christmas. sooooooo many ppl died. alooooot missing too. even singaporeans. many countries were affected. like.. indon, thai, india, somalia, myanmar, tanzania, maldives & even malaysia, our neighbour country. haiz. luckily we (s'pore) was not affected as the direction of da waves wasnt towards us. but quite a no. of singaporeans died when travelling there. sad thing. erm. all da fireworkz in spore were cancelled. even da 'live' sentosa countdown party on ch. 5 is oso cancelled. all becoz of da incident. as soo many ppl died in asia & many others r suffering now.. itz real...

hm. itz christmas today. yest nite abt 7+pm my parentz, my bro & my dog went to da temple down at zion rd to find uncle jimmy they all. eat a lil'. chat a while. louise ask me accompany her go sentosa. (coz nobody accompany her go. lolx.) but nv go la. coz we goin other place. den abt 9+pm. went to my mum'z frenz house at jurong west. got bbq. lotza food. itz nice. but cannot eat too much. wait put on weight. lolx. supposingly we r heading bac to da temple after da bbq party here coz uncle jimmy say at abt 12am got disco at da temple. they gonna hav fun. but ltr nv go le coz uncle jimmy called us & say tt he is going out to other place le. so we bbq until abt 11+pm we go home lo. tis morning woke up at 3+pm. coz was really tired. last few dayz only slept abt 2 hrs. hm. today not goin out. agus juz now called me. he wanna change shift wit me on 31 dec next fri. den i say ok lo. but den ltr den i realised itz new year eve. got countdown party at sentosa. wanna watch it on...

hm. long time no blog le. yest after my morning duty at 3+pm. me went home. bathe. put on make-up. den abt evening 7pm went to changi wit my parentz & those ppl from da temple (@ zion rd). got many youngsterz oso. went to da changi temple there got bbq fun party. itz organised by the ppl there. we had fun. den got games oso. but we nv really took part. my dad kena da banana eating contest. he finished first. he won. lolx. den got many other games oso... lastly.. it was dance contest. only abt 5 indon women from da changi temple took part. (they played most of da games coz we all shy shy den nv play lo keke.) den our frenz keep sabo ppl 1. anyhow ask ppl to join. they oso sabo uncle jimmy. wen the lady announced his name we all stand up & cheer for him den he bo bian he went out sway sway a lil' lo. lolx. they were laughin like hell sia. den they all oso ask me go but i dun wan coz i wasnt prepared & got ppl there la so pai seh. keke. den we all makan makan. chit chat. g...

hm. itz like long time nv rest le. coz last week me ooff-day on tue. den tis week is on sat. so gonna work 10 dayz straight. kinda tired. yest me OT. my beri first OT. keke. was really tired. hm. yest den i found out (the truth) tt bobby is not 36 years old. hez onli 28. he wanna bluff me. lolx. hm. da day b4 yest (mon)... after my duty at 3+pm, me went down to da 'shui xian temple' @ zion road. (da 1 i alwayz go.) my parentz was there waiting for me. den there got makan. uncle jimmy cooked 1. hm. when i reached there... my mum told me tt andy's pet baby monkey has been taken away. sad. itz really cute. so small. but itz illegal to keep. tink itz outside saw it den call police 1. haiz. all those bad ppl. will get 'bao ying' 1. hmph. erm. andy is sad too ba. he likez animals. now his fren gave him a parrot. beri notti 1. keep biting ppl. me oso kena. hm. tomoro me work 11am-7pm. k. kinda tired le. me wanna rest. tatA~