~tOday.. mY HaPpi d@y. hOp3 iM nOt DrEaMiNg..~

hm. woke up at 9.30am tiz morning. left home at 11am wit my parentz. went down to temple along zion rd. chat a while wit uncle jimmy. 'orh gao' uncle went to ta pao duck rice for us. ate there. got appointment wit mr. ronnie tan at uic building at 2.30pm. went down there. after that followed my dad go round his worksitez. while in da car, 'he' comes into my mind. tinkin of him as alwayz.. so i sms him. he replied. we chat (thru sms). finally.. he confessed. lolx. i've been waiting all tiz while. but.. we hav yet to know each other really well. so.. im afraid it might be juz a dream. maybe he doesnt mean it. but he said he is serious. should i believe? sorri. im juz not sure. not that i dun trust him. itz juz that.. the ending might not be wat i tink or expect.. which will sadden me more. i'll suffer. without anyone'z concern. understanding. im afraid i might expect too much, which will turnz out into deep disappointment. i dun wan to feel that way. that kind of HURT. i've had enuff. of those hurtingz, bleeding. left behind the scars. which makes me wonder. should i? or should i not. itz confusing. complicated. aniwae, today he said he really likez me. ok. i'll put it 50/50. should i? and den i'll wait.. c wat happenz next. it all takez time. im patient. alwayz. i'll wait for da time.. to c it rite. ^-^