hm. i feel like sayin my heart out but juz dunno how. there r things i wished i cld tell him but prefer not to. me juz wanna let it out here. as i dun tink therez anyone i can share abt all tiz. coz itz like.. no use tellin ppl..
hm. dar.. whether or not u r lookin at tiz, hope u wun tk it to heart if i say anithin wrong.. ermm. i dunno how to put it but.. itz like.. im havin tiz kinda 'worry' feelin. i hardly believe wat guyz say.. like 'sweet-tokin'.. or so. i've seen n heard many cases of galz being cheated by notti guyz.. playin ard wit feelings juz for da sake of fun.. or bcoz they're juz too bored of havin juz a gal so look for more.. n stuffz like tt. itz not tt i dun trust u. how i wish i cld c thru ya heart n know watz on ya mind. im juz worry, afraid.. as days go by, my feelinz for ya grow deeper, n deeper, n den tt one day.. i were to find out smth tt i shldnt hav know, or u'll tell me smth tt i wish i wldnt hear. im juz worryin all day.. maybe bcoz u dun hav da time to contact me or be wit me as ya bz wit ya comin examz n so. i do understand. u've got ya own life. so do i. currently for mine, my own world consistz of my family, my life, my goodie frenz, n U. dar.. i dun wana expect much from ya.. i wld juz need ya true love n care. but.. u haven let me feel the love frm ya. maybe im dumb enuff tt i cant c it. but i.. juz dun feel it. yea i've been tinkin alot lotzzz lately. sometimez i tink da toopid thingz, silly stuffz, stubborn way. yea ttz me. i alwayz tink alot. hmm. ya examz comin soon.. u gotta study hard. i wun disturb. i'll wait. wait til u hav da time.. as ya the 'homely bz dar' of mine. i really really wish tt u'll show ya love, care n concern for me. like i'll do for u. if ya laughin at me tinkin tt im stubborn n toopid, fallin into ya 'trap', yea.. i maybe silly believin u, but i hope u wld understand tt i neva wanna play wit any feelinz, or even being played. if i really do love someone.. but 'he' dun hav any feelinz for me, i'll rather cry my heart out wen 'he' tell me the truth (tt if he'z juz playin) n leave me, den to hav find out the truth long after i've truly believed, trust n love 'him' whole-heartedly. 'he' gonna crash my heart down from da sky n drown it into da sea. i really wanna know watz da true feelin u hav abt me. plz dun say anything which u dun really mean it, but juz to make me happi. hm. sorrie dar. i hav a mind of all tiz runnin thru my head coz.. as i said, i've yet to really feel it frm ya. dun be mistaken tt i expect n want u to 'pei' me alwayz, to reply my sms immediately, or to call me everytime when ya bz. if u dun hav da time to 'pei' me coz ya bz, itz ok. i wun expect u to alwayz reply my msg immediately.. u cant be there 24hrs for me, rite? yea. but plz dun let me wait for so long n in e end therez no reply from ya. i juz wanna feel secured by ya love. hm. tiz few weekz u gonna be bz. i'll let u free. wait til ya hav time, i'll be there. will alwayz be waitin for u. rem my wordz yea. >_<.. erm. dar.. hope u wun get angry or irritated after readin wat i've said here. i juz wanna let my heart out. as u said, u dun like ppl who 'keep thingz n dun say' de.. i wanted u to know abt all tiz. but juz dun dare to tell ya. u might say tt im alwayz 'complainin'. but im not.. i juz wanna let u knw how i feel. u know, i feel real terrible to keep it deep down there not sayin out. hope u wun find anything i've said here to be offensive. k. me gtg le. im tired. hungry. gOod nitEz~ *hUggiEz* muaCkz.
hm. dar.. whether or not u r lookin at tiz, hope u wun tk it to heart if i say anithin wrong.. ermm. i dunno how to put it but.. itz like.. im havin tiz kinda 'worry' feelin. i hardly believe wat guyz say.. like 'sweet-tokin'.. or so. i've seen n heard many cases of galz being cheated by notti guyz.. playin ard wit feelings juz for da sake of fun.. or bcoz they're juz too bored of havin juz a gal so look for more.. n stuffz like tt. itz not tt i dun trust u. how i wish i cld c thru ya heart n know watz on ya mind. im juz worry, afraid.. as days go by, my feelinz for ya grow deeper, n deeper, n den tt one day.. i were to find out smth tt i shldnt hav know, or u'll tell me smth tt i wish i wldnt hear. im juz worryin all day.. maybe bcoz u dun hav da time to contact me or be wit me as ya bz wit ya comin examz n so. i do understand. u've got ya own life. so do i. currently for mine, my own world consistz of my family, my life, my goodie frenz, n U. dar.. i dun wana expect much from ya.. i wld juz need ya true love n care. but.. u haven let me feel the love frm ya. maybe im dumb enuff tt i cant c it. but i.. juz dun feel it. yea i've been tinkin alot lotzzz lately. sometimez i tink da toopid thingz, silly stuffz, stubborn way. yea ttz me. i alwayz tink alot. hmm. ya examz comin soon.. u gotta study hard. i wun disturb. i'll wait. wait til u hav da time.. as ya the 'homely bz dar' of mine. i really really wish tt u'll show ya love, care n concern for me. like i'll do for u. if ya laughin at me tinkin tt im stubborn n toopid, fallin into ya 'trap', yea.. i maybe silly believin u, but i hope u wld understand tt i neva wanna play wit any feelinz, or even being played. if i really do love someone.. but 'he' dun hav any feelinz for me, i'll rather cry my heart out wen 'he' tell me the truth (tt if he'z juz playin) n leave me, den to hav find out the truth long after i've truly believed, trust n love 'him' whole-heartedly. 'he' gonna crash my heart down from da sky n drown it into da sea. i really wanna know watz da true feelin u hav abt me. plz dun say anything which u dun really mean it, but juz to make me happi. hm. sorrie dar. i hav a mind of all tiz runnin thru my head coz.. as i said, i've yet to really feel it frm ya. dun be mistaken tt i expect n want u to 'pei' me alwayz, to reply my sms immediately, or to call me everytime when ya bz. if u dun hav da time to 'pei' me coz ya bz, itz ok. i wun expect u to alwayz reply my msg immediately.. u cant be there 24hrs for me, rite? yea. but plz dun let me wait for so long n in e end therez no reply from ya. i juz wanna feel secured by ya love. hm. tiz few weekz u gonna be bz. i'll let u free. wait til ya hav time, i'll be there. will alwayz be waitin for u. rem my wordz yea. >_<.. erm. dar.. hope u wun get angry or irritated after readin wat i've said here. i juz wanna let my heart out. as u said, u dun like ppl who 'keep thingz n dun say' de.. i wanted u to know abt all tiz. but juz dun dare to tell ya. u might say tt im alwayz 'complainin'. but im not.. i juz wanna let u knw how i feel. u know, i feel real terrible to keep it deep down there not sayin out. hope u wun find anything i've said here to be offensive. k. me gtg le. im tired. hungry. gOod nitEz~ *hUggiEz* muaCkz.
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