~*R@in's BlOggiE*~

PS: Edited Post 8.35pm accompanied mama to UOB bank @ 200+ there. the assistant manager saw me he asked "found work already??!" LOL~ i laughed and shook my head. xP he helped mummy do the dunno wat insurance stuffs. mama nominated me & my sis as beneficiary under the insurance thingy. know what she told me? "anything happen to me dun take all these money go buy COMPUTERS hor" -____-" we walked around the market n shops there. saw this cute thingy at Watson . disney princesses tissue pack @ S$1.50 only. i bought ^-^ when we were leaving that place. we walk passed a shop. the young lady den said in mandarin "come ar, offer offer, come" den my mum (jokingly) said softly "dun wan i dun like to buy offer stuffs" LOL~ WTH. i laughed out loud lo... joker. xD we den took bus to NorthPoint . oh ya. i was helping mummy to Q-up to buy 4D. and this kookoo malay guy in his 20's. came so close to me. him: "wat u buy? show me." me: ...

hmphx. nothing much these days. been staying under the roof. i've given up my plan of taking up the new course le. not i wanna give up. not i dun wanna study that. itz MOE dun wan me. they gave up on me without giving me a lil' chance. *emo hmphx. specific reason? no 'O' level. kaoz. use diploma oso cannot. see la. kids out there. must study hard. dun be like me. =.= i passed my 'N' level. but principal dun wan me . EVERYBODY dun wanna accept me. T_T neh-mind. dun wan dun wan lo. i see my future path in casino line le. so now wat. what job shall i go for? *dilemma i dun wanna study liao. frens alwaez say me certificate COLLECTIONS . =.=" meanwhile, my fren's fren got lobang . childcare centre de o! if there no need cert den i will work there ba. hmphx childcare centres neh.... T_T i wan work there..... why people reject me straight away de... not even giving me entry test or wat. TEST ME LAaa. -_- hmphx. neh-mind . whatever. juz wait for my fr...

awaken by ervin's sms at 12+pm. he came to fetch me at around 1.40pm . planned to eat at northpoint but den changed to AMK Hub . not sure of wat to eat, i asked ervin to decide la lol. we dined in at Pin Si . wanted to eat the toast but all dun have =.= fuuulllll...... this rich kid dun wan my money T_T lol thankx for da treat o. we walked around a lil' before leaving. he dropped me off at north point . i went jalan jalan . bought a black handphone pouch for mummy. wanted to play initial D de but so many students there. weekdays oso got students... =.= when i wanna walk back to bus interchange, heavy rain. -_-" it was 4.40pm . i sat there emo-ing. hoping the rain would go away. 10mins passed. zzzzzzzzz phone rang. pokpok called. wahaa he helped me kill time o. talk-cock for 'bout 20mins . 5.10pm. still raining. i dun wanna wait any longer. sianxx. so i juz crossed over. got home at 5.45pm. and am emo-ing.

why is life such a pain at times. unexpected things may happen. i dun wanna fight. i dun wanna cry. all i want is to enjoy life. to treasure whatever i have. with no regrets. i may have said the wrong things. i may have used the wrong words. i may have done the wrong things. i may have made the wrong decision. it was all so messy. all i want is peace & joy. i realised i had put in too much effort in things i shouldnt. as i realised the majority dont see and appreciate what i had done. and at times it seems like it was my job. and that i deserve all these. perhaps i should just let go. and let it be. putting aside all those worries. maybe being solo will make me a happier person. as all i wanted, is be to myself. the bubbly ME. last night was browsing for emo wallpapers. came across a webby which explains the term EMO which dictionary doesnt. › Emo Kids The society thinks about them as failures; they are not strong enough to hide their emotions , they're sensitive, shy, introver...

last night received a parcel from japan. got my prezzie o~ Sudoku book! from erika ^-^ pink color somemore. xD today supposed to go suntec jalan jalan myself de. den my sis got home. said want accompany me go. i waited til about 5pm . left home. reached city hall. dined in at... Hong Kong Xin Wang Cafe. wOot~ yUmmy! was so full. walked to suntec city. managed to find elife@suntec at level 2. got monthly promotion. so wanna drop by to see wat izzit all about. did found a shop with those gaming mice. Logitech, Razer, etc. wahliao..... logitech G9 so expensive S$170 T_T fiz bought from Challengers at S$120 nia lo... not fair... T_T nvm. patience...... i will wait and camp. meanwhile, surveying about mice. xD me oso saw a cheap PINKIE headset at S$9 nia o... so cute & sweet. but not as sweet as the hello kitty one i saw outside fu lu shou complex. xD wanted to buy. i was holding it in my hands looking at other stuffs le. den my sis see the headset, say the material, dunno...

mummy really siao Viwawa. her Big 2.5 's wawa's level 36 lo~! O_O scary. and i gave her my $10 viwawa cash card which i won. as i rarely play le. last night i created my 1st ever custom CS spray in-game sample. cUte ma?! xD PiNKiE~!! there's this player who asked me "missy r u girl?" i replied (as alwayz) "O_O do i look like one??" xD and he said "errr. nope. but your nick makes me think so" and i only replied =.=" ----> Le Missy Baby R LOL~ i guess my own clan spray looks more girly lo. pink. ^-^ last night this awp shifu of mine, really proded lo.... his frag hit 36 when his death was still zero . i wanna take the screenshot den someone broke his "egg" . T_T spoiler... den next round, i forgot. and when i wanna snap, we died. LOL~ so there goes the '2 deaths'. T_T dMZ!-GaminG.#Le hfz. ===== 38 - 2 yesh. thatz him staring at me. fierce eh? "dont tink u got moustache i scared u uh!" LOL~!! gon...

yesterday the engineer from Dell came and helped my reformat my lappy. now there's no problem/error in restarting it. they've received notice form Microsoft that there's problem with the windows update for Vista . Vista so many problems de eh.... recently i've just learnt how to add custom spray into cs game. wahaha... thankx to fiz. T_T SORRIE =P so fun eh~ and just downloaded a few fun maps too. gonna try 'em out now. til next time~

today supposed to have lunch with ervin . i had prepared myself ready to go out at 'bout 2pm. when he called to say he has got a last minute meeting at 3pm. rushing tho. but he arrived at my block le. he gave me one of the many mice he have. lol. at least he came all da way here to pass it to me. abo i sure pissed. waste my make-up. xDD thankx for your mouse o~! ^-^ i realised i've quite a number of caring n supportive friends. they read my blog knowing my mouse is not working, they offered theirs. and ziyu said she ALMOST bought the razer mouse for me when she saw it at the airport as she can get discount. xD wu ya bO~ no need nah ziyu. i appreciate that. thankx yo~ hm. now. ervin owes me lunch-out. ziyu owes me lunch date. who else? LOL~ today damn bo liao. dolled up myself liao den didnt go out. not wanting to waste my cosmetic, i snapped photos. wahaha. on my bed "nua-ing" BLAH! my doggie not scared of me de =.= sepia~ boO~! yesh. beri sian. lol thatz no...

last night CZ -ing was so fun. itz been a looong time since i last use mic in game. as it was late in the night and only left with people i know. so i used it. and coz THEY USED TOO! they, as in... t orre & ervin . etc. "eh brudder, yes sista..." funny la they all.... especially that torre. BTH~ i realised the voice & the way torre talks, remind me of pok. LOL so alike lo! and this fiz asked me "why your voice sounds like Ms Swan?" =_=" sounds like meh? lol. "STOP IT LA!" LOL~ ya lo i'm miss bunny swan . anyone need a chill pill ? xD eh fiz. when u gonna get a mic? get one & command nah! but dun scold me. xP see laa.... almost everynite's cz-ing is so fun.... how to turn back my bedtime sia. recently a fren of mine warned me, he used to have perfect eyesight 2 years ago, but after he started his gaming marathon, he now needa wear spectacles le.... scary neh... i dun wan wear spectacles.... but cz til so fun, how to leave sia.....

3 hours of sleep. i almost overslept. thankx that dude's sms which woke me up. lol. i couldnt find my long pants. and was running outta time. so bo bian. who says rain dun wear skirt?! lol LOL!!! took cabbie down to amk. coz im afraid i'll be late for the 12noon bus. this taxi uncle bring me yishun ONE BIG ROUND before getting outta yishun. when i reached amk mrt station. just nice. the shuttle bus were in front. but jiawei was nowhere to be seen. i called him. he said he reaching bus-stop. i thought we're gonna miss the bus. but the bus uncle was waiting for 12noon. 3mins more. i quickly text jiawei "RUN!" . and he really did. xD heng din miss that bus. reached turf city . wow....... me soooo long din go there le.... headed to school ( ICG ). saw samantha. "hi hi" . saw sam too! he said me toopid why reject star cruise. hmphx. many people said that. especially ricky. =\ but today. someone said "u din join star cruise? clever." O_O...