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~Just because I don't know doesn't mean I don't understand~

why is life such a pain at times.
unexpected things may happen.
i dun wanna fight.
i dun wanna cry.
all i want is to enjoy life.
to treasure whatever i have.
with no regrets.
i may have said the wrong things.
i may have used the wrong words.
i may have done the wrong things.
i may have made the wrong decision.
it was all so messy.
all i want is peace & joy.
i realised i had put in too much effort in things i shouldnt.
as i realised the majority dont see and appreciate what i had done.
and at times it seems like it was my job.
and that i deserve all these.
perhaps i should just let go. and let it be.
putting aside all those worries.
maybe being solo will make me a happier person.
as all i wanted, is be to myself.
the bubbly ME.



last night was browsing for emo wallpapers.
came across a webby which explains the term EMO which dictionary doesnt.

› Emo Kids

The society thinks about them as failures; they are not strong enough to hide their emotions, they're sensitive, shy, introverted, and often quiet. Usually, Emo kids like to express their feeling writing poems about their problems with depression, confusion, and anger; all because the world fails to understand them. Emo poetry uses a combination of any of: a highly emotional tone, stream of consciousness writing, a simple (ABAB) or nonexistent rhyme scheme, references to the flesh, especially the heart, heavy use of dark or depressing adjectives, and concern over the mutability of time, love or both. Themes such as life is pain are common. - luv-emo.com

the definition reflects on me so well.
probably that was why people started naming me EMO kia.
who was the 1st eh? laoda? xD i dunno.

my new wallpaper. cOol ba?

everyday see my own faces til sian le =.=

aniway. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to AMY DUMAS~ =)


The Luchagors~

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The Luchagors - White Boy (Live) @ Studio A

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