~i'Ve dOn3 iT!~

hey hey finally im bac after soo long. hav been bz. tryin to finish my attachment.. happily. hav been tryin to snap picz (last min) wit many ppl, colleagues & frenz workin there. manage to grab quite a no. but not much. hmm... but. at least i manage to get a guyz hp no. b4 i leave. since i started work there.. ive been seein those guyz workin at the si chuan dou hua restaurant. sometimes we do smile at each other.. once in a while they disturb me.. we laughed... we rarely tok. they noticed my name but i duno theirz. coz i alwayz dun dare to look at them. (i blushed easily.. sooo pai seh!). not til sept.. when im in hskp.. i saw him.. den he asked me wat im doin.. den i ans him. he asked me abt my hair.. (wen im workin.. it seems short. but b4/after work, itz long again.) den i ans him. i find it weird tokin to ppl like colleagues/frenz but i dunno their name. so i peeped at his name tag obviously.. wantin to know his name. itz 'sky'. lolx. nice name. but i laughed. kinda surprised. erm. i still rem he said jokingly.. "im sky. ya rain. we r a pair! ha ha." yea i laughed again. hm. finally i noe his name. from den on.. most of da time wen he walked pass me he will greet at least wit a smile. or will ask where im goin. etc. was really surprised that i had da courage to ask him for his no. on that day itself.. during my breaktime, i sms him. he replied. we oni chat awhile (thru sms) b4 gettin bac to work. his smses were sweet. funni tho. but after that last workin day of mine.. i sms him da next day wen im in msia, he din reply. maybe hez bz. i dun mind. but it keepz me waiting. kept me peepin at my hp. but oni gave me disappointment. i juz wanted him as a fren. his nice. funni. but maybe im away from plaza, he has forgotten me or does not hav me in his mind anymore. itz a sad thing. juz now i sent him a 'good nite sms' but same thing.. no reply from him. sometimez i really dun understand guyz. they can tok & chat wit u nicely.. den tomoro is like a new start of his life. things from 'yesterday' hav been forgotten. hm. wat to do. i treasure many peepz but they dun treat me like i do. itz life. yea? im not askin much. i hope to get a simple sms from him will do. we r frenz. k. anyway i juz got bac from msia hours ago. i went there on mon wit my mum & grandparents. juz got bac today. tomoro goin c my bro. fri smth on. sat (@ the moment im free). sun probably goin my frenz house hari raya party. mon will be goin bac to shatec skool. i miss da place & tutorz. hm. now im free. at the moment still decidin wat to study next. hm. gonna hav a break 1st. k. next will take up a hip hop dance corz. lolx. tink oni. probably. c 1st. k gtg. my eyez beri irritating. nitez. tata. ^-^