there r thingz kpt in my heart i shld speak out in my blog. abt da guy who used to be one of my buddiez. but juz bcoz of some small matterz. he avoided us.
read his blog recently. cldnt stand it. boaster? charity show? or 'special' edition storiez?
his doingz remindz me of another incident tt happened b4. btwn frenz, fightz n blogz.
tiz wat i found in da blog of his. da heart. da inside of da author.
"我要疯了, 真的要疯了....真的希望我可以像以前有coma wat oso no need to worry liao...today wish to be happi becos its mei's birthday de...den suddenly augre with alvin abt the $ i borrow frm him de...i alway help him or cover him but he still shoot me in front of mei...he say he is not forcing me to return him $, darm him not force...shit cant buy tis cant buy tat cant buy HG still say not forcing...very thg i wrong, yes i am damn fcukin wrong la...i fcukin hate myself, do everythg is failure...no $ no nothg...i........damn my fuckin life damn it..."
[Rain: wished to be like how u used to be? in coma? not to worry abt anithin? hey dude. tiz isnt wat u shld hav in mind. face da fact. face da world. be more realistic. avoidin ya problemz n da world isnt a solution to life.
who started da argue in da 1st place? hav u thot of tt b4 u type w/o tinkin? i was at da scene. i witness everythin. u owed him money for quite a long time. n not returnin constantly. he din chase u for it. but wat? occasionally u kpt on borrowin more n more $$ from him. ya debtz n da $$ u owed him is alwaez increasin. instead of decreasin it n clearin ya 'debtz'. hav u thot of tt? alrite. alrite. u wld say... abt ya financial probz. ritE? but for wat i c. ya situation. isnt realli bad. u hav da money to buy cigar. play arcade gamez. lan gamez. n u rather not return da $$ u owed ppl. n wat? u still hav da 'face' to post in ya blog showin to da world tt he forced u?? i was quite shocked to realise da big difference from wat i saw at da scene n wat i read in ya blog. u dun understand da defination of 'force'. wat he n me said tt day... wasnt 'force' at aLL! we oni advise u to 'clear ya debtz' n lead a normal life rather den livin a life unpeacefully owin ppl $$. n alvin even ask u to return da money bitz by bitz. no need in a whole. but juz tt u r clearin it constantly. rite?! n we gave u examplez on how u can save money. like da $$ for buyin cigar n playin gamez.. u can smoke lesser, save da $$ to clear da $$ u owin ppl. as to us.. owin ppl $$ is a bad thin in life. if it were us, we will try to return da $$ asap to clear debtz in life or we wun know where to hide our face. we did not 'force' u abt anithin. do u know da exact situation of forcin?! itz like... if we were to say.. 'eh. da $$ u owe me de. u HAV TO return by tomoro! u CANNOT BUY cigar. eat. drink. DIE DIE MUZ PAY!' tt kinda situation u know? hey. did we said 'u CANNOT buy cigar? NO! we oni said 'u hav many wayz to save $$. oni c u yaself wan or not. eg. dun buy cigar. smoke lesser. dun spent $$ on unneccessay thingz. so n so'. we were ADVISIN. NOT FORCIN. da diff btwn 'cannot buy' & 'dun buy' is so big gap! but to u, owin ppl $$ isnt a shameful matter. it isnt important at all. wat can we say?!
u mentioned abt how 'good' u treated him but he still asked u abt da $$ u owed him? helo. treatin ppl good n owin $$ matterz is 2 diff thing! so do u mean tt if i owe u a hundred. i treat u so good as alwaez. den i dun hav to return u da $$ le?! oh my. no matter how gd u treat da person who borrowed u $$, da $$ u owed de, STILL, hav to be returned. if not, watz da meanin of 'OWE'?
not tt everythin u do is wrong. not tt ya life is a failure. not tt u no $ no noth. hatin, f*ckin n damnin ya own life is no use de. itz ya tinkin. ya stubborness. ya personality. lead u on da wrong path. we had explained so much to u b4. but u juz dun listen. u alwaez stick to ya own wrong n immature tinkin. wat can we do? not tt ya life is a failure. itz U make it a failure. but failure is a path to success which u muz learn from otherz. but u juz dun change. wat can we do? not tt u no $ no noth. itz tt u din try many wayz to make life earninz. u neva tried. victory wun happen w/o even tryin. u know? haix]
"i very wan peng kui liao, very wanted to give up liao give up in my life...last time after watchin xiao hai bu ben 2, i feel tat my life still can carry on de but tat is only a show, it dun very be in real life...i alway wish to be relief, but by wat...playin game, try tat liao but only get scoldin frm my mum...punchin the wall done tat too but the pain in my heart come again...cuttin my hand wrist, done tat one and nearly end up in hospital...i just dunno wat to do....wo zhen de zhen de hao fan ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
[Rain: as i mentioned above. givin up n endin life isnt a way to solve any probz. itz not solvin. but juz provin tt ya avoidin. dun dare to face it. findin wayz to solve it. ttz y ya 'so stress'. if u hav a mind of maturity to solve da probz u hav in ya life, u dun hav to be 'so xin ku'. rather den slackin at a corner being sad, blog n so so. it wun change a single thing in life. da so called 'solutionz' u tried were all a mind of a child. listen here. does playin game, punchin wallz n cuttin wrist solve any single bitz of ya probz, stress n troublez?! did they help in anithin? besidez helpin u to hurt yaself even more? not at all wat! haix. i juz hope afta readin wat i wrote here. u wld spare much time 'fan xing' yaself. tink abt wat i said here. really hope tt u wun get more angry instead of understandin everythin n changin ya tinkin. if ya tinkin will change to be like a real 'man', not startin a quarrel or fight over small little thingz every now n then, u gonna be a beta man. if small small matter will oredi ezily set u on fire, how cld u handle big matterz? rite? trust me.]
read his blog recently. cldnt stand it. boaster? charity show? or 'special' edition storiez?
his doingz remindz me of another incident tt happened b4. btwn frenz, fightz n blogz.
tiz wat i found in da blog of his. da heart. da inside of da author.
"我要疯了, 真的要疯了....真的希望我可以像以前有coma wat oso no need to worry liao...today wish to be happi becos its mei's birthday de...den suddenly augre with alvin abt the $ i borrow frm him de...i alway help him or cover him but he still shoot me in front of mei...he say he is not forcing me to return him $, darm him not force...shit cant buy tis cant buy tat cant buy HG still say not forcing...very thg i wrong, yes i am damn fcukin wrong la...i fcukin hate myself, do everythg is failure...no $ no nothg...i........damn my fuckin life damn it..."
[Rain: wished to be like how u used to be? in coma? not to worry abt anithin? hey dude. tiz isnt wat u shld hav in mind. face da fact. face da world. be more realistic. avoidin ya problemz n da world isnt a solution to life.
who started da argue in da 1st place? hav u thot of tt b4 u type w/o tinkin? i was at da scene. i witness everythin. u owed him money for quite a long time. n not returnin constantly. he din chase u for it. but wat? occasionally u kpt on borrowin more n more $$ from him. ya debtz n da $$ u owed him is alwaez increasin. instead of decreasin it n clearin ya 'debtz'. hav u thot of tt? alrite. alrite. u wld say... abt ya financial probz. ritE? but for wat i c. ya situation. isnt realli bad. u hav da money to buy cigar. play arcade gamez. lan gamez. n u rather not return da $$ u owed ppl. n wat? u still hav da 'face' to post in ya blog showin to da world tt he forced u?? i was quite shocked to realise da big difference from wat i saw at da scene n wat i read in ya blog. u dun understand da defination of 'force'. wat he n me said tt day... wasnt 'force' at aLL! we oni advise u to 'clear ya debtz' n lead a normal life rather den livin a life unpeacefully owin ppl $$. n alvin even ask u to return da money bitz by bitz. no need in a whole. but juz tt u r clearin it constantly. rite?! n we gave u examplez on how u can save money. like da $$ for buyin cigar n playin gamez.. u can smoke lesser, save da $$ to clear da $$ u owin ppl. as to us.. owin ppl $$ is a bad thin in life. if it were us, we will try to return da $$ asap to clear debtz in life or we wun know where to hide our face. we did not 'force' u abt anithin. do u know da exact situation of forcin?! itz like... if we were to say.. 'eh. da $$ u owe me de. u HAV TO return by tomoro! u CANNOT BUY cigar. eat. drink. DIE DIE MUZ PAY!' tt kinda situation u know? hey. did we said 'u CANNOT buy cigar? NO! we oni said 'u hav many wayz to save $$. oni c u yaself wan or not. eg. dun buy cigar. smoke lesser. dun spent $$ on unneccessay thingz. so n so'. we were ADVISIN. NOT FORCIN. da diff btwn 'cannot buy' & 'dun buy' is so big gap! but to u, owin ppl $$ isnt a shameful matter. it isnt important at all. wat can we say?!
u mentioned abt how 'good' u treated him but he still asked u abt da $$ u owed him? helo. treatin ppl good n owin $$ matterz is 2 diff thing! so do u mean tt if i owe u a hundred. i treat u so good as alwaez. den i dun hav to return u da $$ le?! oh my. no matter how gd u treat da person who borrowed u $$, da $$ u owed de, STILL, hav to be returned. if not, watz da meanin of 'OWE'?
not tt everythin u do is wrong. not tt ya life is a failure. not tt u no $ no noth. hatin, f*ckin n damnin ya own life is no use de. itz ya tinkin. ya stubborness. ya personality. lead u on da wrong path. we had explained so much to u b4. but u juz dun listen. u alwaez stick to ya own wrong n immature tinkin. wat can we do? not tt ya life is a failure. itz U make it a failure. but failure is a path to success which u muz learn from otherz. but u juz dun change. wat can we do? not tt u no $ no noth. itz tt u din try many wayz to make life earninz. u neva tried. victory wun happen w/o even tryin. u know? haix]
"i very wan peng kui liao, very wanted to give up liao give up in my life...last time after watchin xiao hai bu ben 2, i feel tat my life still can carry on de but tat is only a show, it dun very be in real life...i alway wish to be relief, but by wat...playin game, try tat liao but only get scoldin frm my mum...punchin the wall done tat too but the pain in my heart come again...cuttin my hand wrist, done tat one and nearly end up in hospital...i just dunno wat to do....wo zhen de zhen de hao fan ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
[Rain: as i mentioned above. givin up n endin life isnt a way to solve any probz. itz not solvin. but juz provin tt ya avoidin. dun dare to face it. findin wayz to solve it. ttz y ya 'so stress'. if u hav a mind of maturity to solve da probz u hav in ya life, u dun hav to be 'so xin ku'. rather den slackin at a corner being sad, blog n so so. it wun change a single thing in life. da so called 'solutionz' u tried were all a mind of a child. listen here. does playin game, punchin wallz n cuttin wrist solve any single bitz of ya probz, stress n troublez?! did they help in anithin? besidez helpin u to hurt yaself even more? not at all wat! haix. i juz hope afta readin wat i wrote here. u wld spare much time 'fan xing' yaself. tink abt wat i said here. really hope tt u wun get more angry instead of understandin everythin n changin ya tinkin. if ya tinkin will change to be like a real 'man', not startin a quarrel or fight over small little thingz every now n then, u gonna be a beta man. if small small matter will oredi ezily set u on fire, how cld u handle big matterz? rite? trust me.]
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