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~yet again, my eyes swell......~

i broke down. when he called juz now. T_T
the hours, minutes, and seconds of waiting is so painful.
if he thinks that this is really a small matter, i think he never feel for me at all.
letting me wait and wait and worry, is mind torturing.

he apologised and said he wont break promises again.
haiz. perhaps im too nice to him. he dunno how much i worry for him always.
i wonder if i go missing. and he wont be able to reach me.
will he really worry & wonder what might happened to me?
will he come to realise how suffering it is to worry for someone (he love)?
or maybe, if im gone, he wont even bother or worry, like how he did last time.
i dunno.......

he had since, changed alot, being willing to call me
and do what a boyfriend should do.
i guess he really did tried to change for me, to make me feel loved.
i know. and im so glad.
itz been quite a long time since i last swelled my eyes this way.
all the while he was doing good until yesterday
when my mind spinned & started to worry again.
and as usual, negative thoughts filled my mind.
honey, please dont make me feel that way again. it doesnt feel good at all.

honey, if u love me liked u said, dont just simply tell me.
it meant nothing to me if u dont show.
prove your love, rather than just say, which ANYONE can say too.


happy moments....
when he played and tied my hair. and called me pikachu.


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