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Im tired of feeling so broken inside. i need someone to mend this shattered heart of mine

i wished NOTHING had happened last night.
and i wished EVERYTHING was just a nightmare. EVERYTHING.
my eyes ache from crying.
i slept crying. i woke up crying.
do u feel the pain i feel?
perhaps i shouldnt be here.
i shouldnt exist.

我很辛苦。真的很辛苦。



another heartbreaking news.
my Thai master whom i know since i was a kid,
passed away this morning at o215 hour. due to health problem.

[he's the first monk in the photo above]

he fell into coma on monday. and was too late to save his life.
he is someone, many people respect.
a thai master with a true heart.
he used to dote on me & treated me like his granddaughter.
and treated my mum, like his own daughter.
his age today is 73 years 1 month plus old.
funeral wake will be held at Wat Ananda Metyarama,
the famous Four-faced Buddha Thai temple at Jalan Bukit Merah, for 4 days.
and will be placed in his hometown temple back in Hat Yai, Thailand,
for another 100 days, for the public to pay their last respect to him.

Rest in peace. my Long Phor Phuan.
10 Dec 1934 - 24 Jan 2008

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