~sAd dAy~

hm. tiz morning woke up at abt 11+am. eyez abit swallon. but ltr ok le. den abt 4pm went to yishun mrt to meet rai reen and joyce. den we went down to town. went to sha villa to wait for mel at abt 5pm. she finish her make-up duty at 6pm. so for 1 hr we tok tok tok lo. den we all went to town. jalan jalan. joyce nv follow us coz she gtg meet her aunt or wat lo. hm. rai wanna eat han'z. so we went to far east there to eat tt. den c here c there ard far east. den 7+pm le. went to taka. mel left coz she tired and not feelin well. so left me reen rai. we went to buy takoyaki. den sit down at da stairz in there chit chat. nowadayz i juz feel down. really down. den juz now rai cried. maybe itz bcoz tt we r all seperatin & workin in diff hotel. i dun really know. but i can c tt itz like all seperating and leaving each other. i hope ttz not da thing. i hope tt we'll still keep in touch and if possible, go out tog. i do miss da time we had in skool. da good. da bad. but itz really sad tt we didnt really enjoy tog during our last few weekz. abt tt.. i dun wanna say further. hm. introverterz. still rem how we got da name. in da toilet. lolx. and i really miss da timez cuttin hair in da toilet. and all over da floor is hair. itz scary. rem? lolx. i really hate goin to da hotel attachment. haiz. but wat to do. no choice. sadz. ok stop da sad tinkinz. bac to juz now. hm. den we chit chat there until 9+pm. den we left da place. i reached home at 10+pm. bathe le. now sitting here bloggin lo. i dunno waz on my mind lately. i juz hate myself. for being so useless. i'm such a failure. haiz. i'm really down tiz few dayz. in a dilemma. i cant control my feelingz. my emotionz. haiz.