last nite slpt at abt 3+am. woke up at 11+am tiz mornin. had early lunch wit my parentz at home le den went out at 1+pm. my dad drove me to MDIS skool at dhoby ghaut to tk my eng & mathz entrance testz. reached there at abt 2pm. sat for thoz testz. finished off at abt 3.30pm. eng testz is ok. but mathz... i left some blankz. lolx. hope will make it into da corz lo. hm. afta tt me took mrt bac to yishun. 139. meet sheng. go slack awhile liao go play bball. den weijie came le he sub me. my parentz dropped by there to c me. den they went off. alvin arr at abt 6+pm to 7pm. 'liang' & co. came. den mao n don came too. they played bball. while i watched along. i left da place at abt 8pm. sheng acc me go bus-stop b4 he went bac there. got hm early todae. my parentz say i 'guai'. lolx. dotx dotx lo. hm.
i cld c tt sheng do likez me. his sincerity. itz obvious. but da more he treatz me tiz way.. da more i feel bad. as i only hope tt we cld be real close frenz so tt our relationship wld realli last. yea. i do feel beri happi n 'xin fu' when ppl confess to me or when therez ppl who do realli likez n care for me. but on e other hand i feel sad n bad if i dun accept them if they continue to treat me so good. me too soft-hearted le. maybe i shld try not to give 'em hope. i oni wan a close fren relationship wit him. but im afraid tiz way i might give him hope or wat lo. shld i try not to be too close wit him? as i dun wan him to get hurt again in e end. how...? how i wish it cld be like last time. me n mao were so close. jie jie n xiao di. hand in hand. lolx. coz if im wit sheng too much, wj might get jealous too. haix. or if im wit alvin, sheng wld get sad de lo. haix. if im wit mao.... there wun be jealousy ba. wat shld i do man..?
i cld c tt sheng do likez me. his sincerity. itz obvious. but da more he treatz me tiz way.. da more i feel bad. as i only hope tt we cld be real close frenz so tt our relationship wld realli last. yea. i do feel beri happi n 'xin fu' when ppl confess to me or when therez ppl who do realli likez n care for me. but on e other hand i feel sad n bad if i dun accept them if they continue to treat me so good. me too soft-hearted le. maybe i shld try not to give 'em hope. i oni wan a close fren relationship wit him. but im afraid tiz way i might give him hope or wat lo. shld i try not to be too close wit him? as i dun wan him to get hurt again in e end. how...? how i wish it cld be like last time. me n mao were so close. jie jie n xiao di. hand in hand. lolx. coz if im wit sheng too much, wj might get jealous too. haix. or if im wit alvin, sheng wld get sad de lo. haix. if im wit mao.... there wun be jealousy ba. wat shld i do man..?
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