last nite slpt at 5am. todae woke up at abt 1pm. left home at 3pm. meet sheng at northpoint. den go xiong'z hse. sheng wanna upload mp3 songz into his mp3 playa. afta tt we watched 'scary movie 4' n a taiwan drama 1st episode. both was funni but lame. xiong wanna charged a movie for $5 per pax sia. lolx. jokin de la. afta watchin we left his hse at abt 6.35pm. me n sheng go northpoint shop ard at popular bookstore n minitoonz. saw da 'voodoo dollz' sellin each for $5.95 @ minitoonz. me read da definationz of all dollz le realli feel like buyin one. but kinda 'scared' tho. [me watched too much scary show le lolx]. alvin joined us there. den we go foodcourt eat. mao den arr. afta eatin we go 111 there play bball. [on our way there we met kiat. he joined us]. me had fun. laughed alot til headache. we played til 9+pm. sat down n rest b4 we left for home at 10+pm. me reached hm b4 11pm. tomoro goin msia wit my mum n grandparentz to stay over til fri den come bac. my dad will join us on thurz. hm. will be bac soon. tata!
hm. im so sad. lost. confused. depressed. haix. why. erm. tt time they said wj liked me. den i did told him 'not to waste his time on me'. i felt kinda bad afta sayin tt to him. juz now he oso admit tt he jealous of 'me n sheng' being close. haix. den recently they said alvin like me. but i dun c any feelinx frm him towardz me. i dun feel anithin much. i realli dunno wat to do. den juz now sheng suddenly asked me (jokingly) 'if i wanna be ya bf will u accept me?'. since he was smilin i tot he was kiddin so i replied 'u siao ar ask tiz kinda qnz'. den he go tell mao they all (in fronda me) tt 'yest he was rejected by pr. todae he was rejected by me'. oh my... i was stunned. i felt soooo bad. i tot he was kiddin. [n i tink he shld be kiddin tho]. haix. me dunno wat they all tinkin. i dun wanna hurt anyonez feelinz. im oso scared of love. afraid tt it wld hurt myself. im juz so afraid.... haix. they all kiddin or wat?!
hm. im so sad. lost. confused. depressed. haix. why. erm. tt time they said wj liked me. den i did told him 'not to waste his time on me'. i felt kinda bad afta sayin tt to him. juz now he oso admit tt he jealous of 'me n sheng' being close. haix. den recently they said alvin like me. but i dun c any feelinx frm him towardz me. i dun feel anithin much. i realli dunno wat to do. den juz now sheng suddenly asked me (jokingly) 'if i wanna be ya bf will u accept me?'. since he was smilin i tot he was kiddin so i replied 'u siao ar ask tiz kinda qnz'. den he go tell mao they all (in fronda me) tt 'yest he was rejected by pr. todae he was rejected by me'. oh my... i was stunned. i felt soooo bad. i tot he was kiddin. [n i tink he shld be kiddin tho]. haix. me dunno wat they all tinkin. i dun wanna hurt anyonez feelinz. im oso scared of love. afraid tt it wld hurt myself. im juz so afraid.... haix. they all kiddin or wat?!
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