am in the site office right now.
sitting here. fingers numb with cold.
typing this.
last night i turned in at around 2am o. early right. xP
coz was sleepy. & dont wanna make papa angry cause of me sleeping late.
later he break my beloved laptop how... T_T
[akid i know u wanted this to happen LOL]
but was sms-ing ziyu on my bed, half asleep.
she was out, drinking with her colleagues.
den 2.34am called me. i could only whisper away in my room.
dont wanna wake my brother up man....
so she talked i listened. hope she's REALLY ok ba.
eh charbo. altho im not ______. but i still know how it feels.
same. itz still...... FEELINGS.
hope u gotta know the limit & dont fall into a dilemma state o.
altho i think u're in that state le LOL.
anything call me ba. i don't switch off my handphone de. =)
this morning. my sis accompanied my dad to the clinic & hospital.
check up, full screening. etc. costing more than a thousand o.
i pray. "ti gong bor bi bor bi."
hope papa will be fine. screening results all good good. =\
hmmm. yesterday. met fiz at 12+pm.
we went down to Dhoby Ghaut. e-games.
he was playing for xtR. against the reformed team wreckage, Prodigy.
ya. u didnt read wrongly. itz my ex-team, wreckage.
fiz was being generous enough to walk over and shake hands with them.
i tagged along as well. c'mon, aren't they're still our friends?
but to my surprise, they weren't as friendly as i thought they would be.
only sha smiled and greeted me with the "punch greet" we used to do.
jum and jan doesnt even look at me, no eye contact, needless to say.. a smile?
so to them, their so-called disbanding the team, disbanded our friendships as well?
hmmmmmm.....
i guessed jan was refering to me when he said "being hostile" in fiz's tagboard.
but. lol. now who's the one being hostile and antagonistic in real life?
i've always been magnanimous enough.
but. wadda petty resentfulness. sad sia.
i logged in a computer behind the xtR team.
so that i could play CZ while killing time.
and most importantly, dont have the stand for hours. xP
at about 2pm. the match started.
even the xtR manager "kim" & his so-called assistant also came down. to spec fiz.
LOL fiz stressed right.
somemore i was playing my own CZ in public server and i could hear kim shouting here and there. like a football team manager. loL~
kinda sian lo my headset's microphone doesnt work there.
think itz the comp's problem? dunno.
i wanna scold the players in server oso cannot. grrrr. *fierce* lol.
later, nigel (wolfgang) came too.
he spec-ed the match. and joined me in CZ public server.
play play play play. emo one corner.
til 5+pm. we left.
the 8 of us went to Plaza Singapura for early dinner.
the leader of xtR, Andy. funny kid sia. lol.
he's like.... 16 years old?
he was asked to brief the team. can vomit blood one. xD
he kept talking in his own world lo. cartoon sia he.
in the end, kim the manager briefed them.
his briefing quite long eh. til fiz wanna kencing LOL! me too =.=
8+pm. me & fiz left the team.
went to Funan IT Mall. fiz wanna survey on some gaming gears.
unfortunately, closed.
so we headed home lo.
in the train, i napped a lil'.
i dunno why hor, kinda cramped. dunno itz the indian guy sitting beside me taking up much space or just that im getting fatter. =.=
thanks fiz for sending me home~
i met ah ong. he just left my house, when i was about to go up.
hmmmm. anyway. this month...... know what month is it??
DONT TELL ME FEBRUARY =.=
sitting here. fingers numb with cold.
typing this.
last night i turned in at around 2am o. early right. xP
coz was sleepy. & dont wanna make papa angry cause of me sleeping late.
later he break my beloved laptop how... T_T
[akid i know u wanted this to happen LOL]
but was sms-ing ziyu on my bed, half asleep.
she was out, drinking with her colleagues.
den 2.34am called me. i could only whisper away in my room.
dont wanna wake my brother up man....
so she talked i listened. hope she's REALLY ok ba.
eh charbo. altho im not ______. but i still know how it feels.
same. itz still...... FEELINGS.
hope u gotta know the limit & dont fall into a dilemma state o.
altho i think u're in that state le LOL.
anything call me ba. i don't switch off my handphone de. =)
this morning. my sis accompanied my dad to the clinic & hospital.
check up, full screening. etc. costing more than a thousand o.
i pray. "ti gong bor bi bor bi."
hope papa will be fine. screening results all good good. =\
hmmm. yesterday. met fiz at 12+pm.
we went down to Dhoby Ghaut. e-games.
he was playing for xtR. against the reformed team wreckage, Prodigy.
ya. u didnt read wrongly. itz my ex-team, wreckage.
fiz was being generous enough to walk over and shake hands with them.
i tagged along as well. c'mon, aren't they're still our friends?
but to my surprise, they weren't as friendly as i thought they would be.
only sha smiled and greeted me with the "punch greet" we used to do.
jum and jan doesnt even look at me, no eye contact, needless to say.. a smile?
so to them, their so-called disbanding the team, disbanded our friendships as well?
hmmmmmm.....
i guessed jan was refering to me when he said "being hostile" in fiz's tagboard.
but. lol. now who's the one being hostile and antagonistic in real life?
i've always been magnanimous enough.
but. wadda petty resentfulness. sad sia.
i logged in a computer behind the xtR team.
so that i could play CZ while killing time.
and most importantly, dont have the stand for hours. xP
at about 2pm. the match started.
even the xtR manager "kim" & his so-called assistant also came down. to spec fiz.
LOL fiz stressed right.
somemore i was playing my own CZ in public server and i could hear kim shouting here and there. like a football team manager. loL~
kinda sian lo my headset's microphone doesnt work there.
think itz the comp's problem? dunno.
i wanna scold the players in server oso cannot. grrrr. *fierce* lol.
later, nigel (wolfgang) came too.
he spec-ed the match. and joined me in CZ public server.
play play play play. emo one corner.
til 5+pm. we left.
the 8 of us went to Plaza Singapura for early dinner.
the leader of xtR, Andy. funny kid sia. lol.
he's like.... 16 years old?
he was asked to brief the team. can vomit blood one. xD
he kept talking in his own world lo. cartoon sia he.
in the end, kim the manager briefed them.
his briefing quite long eh. til fiz wanna kencing LOL! me too =.=
8+pm. me & fiz left the team.
went to Funan IT Mall. fiz wanna survey on some gaming gears.
unfortunately, closed.
so we headed home lo.
in the train, i napped a lil'.
i dunno why hor, kinda cramped. dunno itz the indian guy sitting beside me taking up much space or just that im getting fatter. =.=
thanks fiz for sending me home~
i met ah ong. he just left my house, when i was about to go up.
hmmmm. anyway. this month...... know what month is it??
DONT TELL ME FEBRUARY =.=
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