..No one ever said it would be this hard..

im changing?
im turning cold?
i dunno.

but i know that..
im still ME.
front, back, sides, top, bottom, and inside...
im still ME.

im just tired of being treated like a fool.
for once, for twice, for thrice,
i could still get over it.
but itz been too many times.
never in my life i've treated my friends that way.
however, again and again..
i was returned with a kinda different treatment.
how will i not feel tired & disappointed?
from my heart i've tried to be a good friend yet...
i dont feel like im being treated as one.
[ya, only when u're in a good mood].

this endless bickering is wearing me out.

think im the one being unreasonable?
[perhaps u dont feel how i feel, but at least my mum does]
hey people.
for all u want......
dislike me.
hate me.
loathe me.
gossip about me.
curse me.

i wont give a damn anymore.