me, papa, and korkor this afternoon, just before leaving home.
snapped by mummy.
lil' ghost behind. my toopid face.
accompanied papa to Paragon medical to sign some bills.
mummy went to Market Place.
korkor accompanied me to Toys "R" Us.
HE called me during his lunch break. ^^
chatted for awhile. and there he go, for his short nap.
papa suddenly wanted to eat ba-kut-teh.
so korkor drove us to balestier there.
am glad papa have the appetite to eat so much this afternoon. =)
went home. chatted with B til he knocks off from work.
and off i go, to Vivo City.
its been about 3 weeks since i lasted visited my emo heaven. xD
went to Toys "R" Us to shop for board games.
in the end... i bought this!
WET HEAD @ S$19.95
im gonna bring this to the chalet next week. =D
went to IP Zone. dont have the pants my korkor wanted.
Samuel & Kevin, CLOSED.
dont know why more and more S&K outlets are closing.
causeway point, wisma, and now vivo.
im gonna check out IMM next week.
while i was walking along the shops.. i felt something went into my right eye.
i thought it could possibly be my eyelash.
it hurts. i kept blinking and blinking. rushed to the ladies.
looked into the mirror. to my surprise, its my (fringe) hair.
WTH? so long.... how the whole strand went inside?!
whoa, hurt hurt, i spent quite sometime trying to take it out.
with just my bare fingers i kept touching my right eyeball, hoping the strand of hair would stick to my finger. but failed. i really didnt know what to do. but only to keep trying. but it's hurting my eye.
a lady in her late 20's, came beside me, and started touching up her make-up.
she then glanced at me a few times.
noticing my whole right eyeball was turning so bloody red,
she asked "u need eye drops? i have, for contact lenses."
she thought i got a problem with my contact lenses.
i turned to her and smile. "i have my own eye drops. but... but...... im not wearing any contact lenses. my hair went inside my eye. YOU SEE..."
i pulled down my lower eyelid and show her.
she was like "oh my..... it's there!"
i tell ya....... she was my life saver. lol.
she's the most helpful lady i've ever came across.
she washed her hands. and tried to prick it out using a tissue.
with just a few tries...... she did it!
she even gave me her whole pack of tissue and said i might need it for the tears.
i was really glad. she came to my rescue.
i think if it was some other girls, they would look at wth i was trying to do and think im crazy, 'touching/digging my eyeball', give me a weird stare, and walk away..
how many people would dare to go so close to a complete stranger anyway, despite the swine flu cases going on?
thanks, so much, to her. =)
went to Daiso. shopped for quite sometime. bought 4 items.
by the time, it was already 9.30pm.
went to chill out at my emo heaven, Sky Park.
tonight there's quite many people hanging around there,
taking up all my emo spots. =.=
i walked around, found one dark dark corner, just behind the pillar.
yea, i hid there. lol.
too many people tonight... not a good time to emo.
seeing lovely people being so loving all around me.....
when i turn back and see the reflections of myself.....
it hurts me more. lol.
left the place an hour later.
a looooong way home.
my back is breaking.
aching like hell.
i so wanna break it! =( *grrrrr*
haiz..... this enyu..
'bout 3 days suddenly never contact me at all...
im not sad about it... but it's pretty obvious,
that the reason is just because 4 nights ago,
he asked me to call him back, but i smsed him & said im busy editing photos & gonna focus on my blog post if not i wont be able to finish until tomoro.
he got angry and unhappy just because of that.
i just let him be.
then just now, he smsed me said he is booking out tomoro.
i just feel that..... what is this?
got angry & start showing tantrum over things like that.
then when anger fades and is booking out, find me again.
sometimes.... i really wondered.... what do people treat me as?
a barbie doll?
i didn't reply his sms.... i think, i shoulnt.
i dont know what to reply anyway.
sorry.
u got your own tantrum. i got my own tolerance.
anyway.... today i've finally asked B something that i've been wondering.
but didnt dare to ask.
now i think, im feeling much better after i asked, and got an honest answer...
but on the other hand.. feeling....... kinda... weird.
just dunno how to describe.
perhaps its the mixture of joy & pain.
but im accepting life as it is.
yea B, that's what i think too.
perhaps, its fated. but at least, im gonna treasure what i have now.
and enjoy for the meantime.
when time's up, i can handle it, i hope.
love u, baby.
loving someone whom i know that we can never be.
that's how painful it seems.
everynight before i go to sleep.
i have visions of u and me.
and we are in love and happy.
why do things like this always happen to me.
im smiling one minute and then crying the next.
how did i let myself fall,
into a mechanical world of good morning and good night.
and now i'm asking..........
did you really ever love me at all?
GOOD NIGHT peeps.
snapped by mummy.lil' ghost behind. my toopid face.
accompanied papa to Paragon medical to sign some bills.
mummy went to Market Place.
korkor accompanied me to Toys "R" Us.
HE called me during his lunch break. ^^
chatted for awhile. and there he go, for his short nap.
papa suddenly wanted to eat ba-kut-teh.
so korkor drove us to balestier there.
am glad papa have the appetite to eat so much this afternoon. =)
went home. chatted with B til he knocks off from work.
and off i go, to Vivo City.
its been about 3 weeks since i lasted visited my emo heaven. xD
went to Toys "R" Us to shop for board games.
in the end... i bought this!
WET HEAD @ S$19.95im gonna bring this to the chalet next week. =D
went to IP Zone. dont have the pants my korkor wanted.
Samuel & Kevin, CLOSED.
dont know why more and more S&K outlets are closing.
causeway point, wisma, and now vivo.
im gonna check out IMM next week.
while i was walking along the shops.. i felt something went into my right eye.
i thought it could possibly be my eyelash.
it hurts. i kept blinking and blinking. rushed to the ladies.
looked into the mirror. to my surprise, its my (fringe) hair.
WTH? so long.... how the whole strand went inside?!
whoa, hurt hurt, i spent quite sometime trying to take it out.
with just my bare fingers i kept touching my right eyeball, hoping the strand of hair would stick to my finger. but failed. i really didnt know what to do. but only to keep trying. but it's hurting my eye.
a lady in her late 20's, came beside me, and started touching up her make-up.
she then glanced at me a few times.
noticing my whole right eyeball was turning so bloody red,
she asked "u need eye drops? i have, for contact lenses."
she thought i got a problem with my contact lenses.
i turned to her and smile. "i have my own eye drops. but... but...... im not wearing any contact lenses. my hair went inside my eye. YOU SEE..."
i pulled down my lower eyelid and show her.
she was like "oh my..... it's there!"
i tell ya....... she was my life saver. lol.
she's the most helpful lady i've ever came across.
she washed her hands. and tried to prick it out using a tissue.
with just a few tries...... she did it!
she even gave me her whole pack of tissue and said i might need it for the tears.
i was really glad. she came to my rescue.
i think if it was some other girls, they would look at wth i was trying to do and think im crazy, 'touching/digging my eyeball', give me a weird stare, and walk away..
how many people would dare to go so close to a complete stranger anyway, despite the swine flu cases going on?
thanks, so much, to her. =)
went to Daiso. shopped for quite sometime. bought 4 items.
by the time, it was already 9.30pm.
went to chill out at my emo heaven, Sky Park.
tonight there's quite many people hanging around there,
taking up all my emo spots. =.=
i walked around, found one dark dark corner, just behind the pillar.
yea, i hid there. lol.
too many people tonight... not a good time to emo.
seeing lovely people being so loving all around me.....
when i turn back and see the reflections of myself.....
it hurts me more. lol.
left the place an hour later.
a looooong way home.
my back is breaking.
aching like hell.
i so wanna break it! =( *grrrrr*
haiz..... this enyu..
'bout 3 days suddenly never contact me at all...
im not sad about it... but it's pretty obvious,
that the reason is just because 4 nights ago,
he asked me to call him back, but i smsed him & said im busy editing photos & gonna focus on my blog post if not i wont be able to finish until tomoro.
he got angry and unhappy just because of that.
i just let him be.
then just now, he smsed me said he is booking out tomoro.
i just feel that..... what is this?
got angry & start showing tantrum over things like that.
then when anger fades and is booking out, find me again.
sometimes.... i really wondered.... what do people treat me as?
a barbie doll?
i didn't reply his sms.... i think, i shoulnt.
i dont know what to reply anyway.
sorry.
u got your own tantrum. i got my own tolerance.
anyway.... today i've finally asked B something that i've been wondering.
but didnt dare to ask.
now i think, im feeling much better after i asked, and got an honest answer...
but on the other hand.. feeling....... kinda... weird.
just dunno how to describe.
perhaps its the mixture of joy & pain.
but im accepting life as it is.
yea B, that's what i think too.
perhaps, its fated. but at least, im gonna treasure what i have now.
and enjoy for the meantime.
when time's up, i can handle it, i hope.
love u, baby.
loving someone whom i know that we can never be.
that's how painful it seems.
everynight before i go to sleep.
i have visions of u and me.
and we are in love and happy.
why do things like this always happen to me.
im smiling one minute and then crying the next.
how did i let myself fall,
into a mechanical world of good morning and good night.
and now i'm asking..........
did you really ever love me at all?
GOOD NIGHT peeps.
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