no one could handle me. im such a nuisance.

i really hate it when we fight.
im hurt. and u're pissed.
it's always like this.

what hurts me more is when u said im a liar.
after all this.......... all this................
my love for you is a lie?

b, u dunno the pain i feel when u said that.
u just dont feel...

i was just sharing my feelings.
i was just hoping for an explanation and firm answer.
whatever u said, i will believe.
but u said things to break my heart on purpose.

anyway, yea im stupid.
& i shouldnt be sad at all over this.
its no big deal to you.
but it made my heart & mind go round.

in the 1st place,
i shouldnt have expected so much anyway.
knowing that i can never be part of your life.
im just like someone kept in the darkness.
waiting, waiting & waiting...
not knowing when u'll find me again.

i guess u really cant stand me anymore.
& i think i shouldnt pester u anymore.
i will never piss u off ever again.
u will never get to see my tears, or hear my pain.
i really dont wanna fight with u, anymore.
all i wanted is to make u happy,
for this moment of your life.
no, not to fight.

im still in tears...
im really falling apart.