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~if u wanna cry, cry on my shoulder~

1 hour of sleep. waking up at 5am.
left home at 7am. papa drove me to woodgrove secondary school.

i entered the school. was heading to the concourse
when the national anthem started.
all those latecomers who just entered school also stopped where they are.
nobody moves. i was stuck in the middle of nowhere.
wondering if i should continue walking or gonna sing the anthem with them.
LOL! wth~ The Pledge, we the citizens.....................
lmao~ i din say along with them la. but i stood there.
darent move. until itz over. =.=

me den headed to the school's canteen. to meet up the rest.
my 1st day of work o. hmmm.
were like so gan jiong when the worksheets etc were cocked up.
but they were fast in bringing up new ideas.
i only gong gong stood there tryin to help but dunno wat to help. lol.

assembled all Sec 2 students at the hall. they were briefed by dionne.
on the rules n procedures of the Amazing Race challenge.

oh yea. i realised something.....
the students have their own customized class t-shirts.
what's special is their printed names. [ala... i should have snapped a pic]
what first caught my eyes was this name: "EMO'kiddo"
O_O sec 2 nia so emo lol. a chinese small-sized boy.
u know..... those jersey type de. with large number printed at the back. and the name above the number. not bad lo.... itz really jersey material. anyone got lobang? many told me Queensway tho.
later i slowly observed the students shirt. and i spotted names like....
"Princess". "Famous Girl". "Cutie Boi". "m3g@tr0n". [aiyo. lol]
i saw one cartoon de name. "DuNWanLeH!" LOL~ so cute nah....
some are like... "-'aLoysius X3". "-'leOn X3" macam clan tag lo... xD
creative eh. ^^

i was taking class 2N1. with my partner songhua.
boarded the coach at 9am. headed to Vivo City.
such a long journey tho. traffic jams.
in the bus, kang kang introduced about vivo and other stuffs. crapping with the students. i juz sit in front listened n laughed. entertaining. lol.
hardly see kang2 so serious yet mature seh. lol. big boy liao. =D

finally reached vivo. gathered with all other classes.
distributed necessary thingys to the students in groups.
den started the race. gogogo! wow was like such a big gang rushing into vivo city.

me n songhua den headed to our allocated station - PlayCourt.
the open playground on level 2. we sat there. waiting......
groups came to us but with the wrong station clues. so not 'ours'.
we waited for quite sometime. 'no business' lol.
only until about 10.30am. the 1st group arrived. we gonna start work liao.
briefed whichever group that arrives. guide 'em.
den mark their worksheets. and gave 'em the clue to their next station.
yea isnt that what amazing race is all about? =)
but oso got some notti students. most of the girls are more serious.
the playcourt sheltered area. the students.

11.40am. we packed up and headed back to the meet-up point.

total up their marks. prize presentation for every class. etc.
and off they go. bubye. i din follow the coach back.
12+pm. i left the group of facils. ryan catched up with me from behind.
we took train together. he's gonna join Star Cruise. tog with jiawei they all wor~
and i never knew his batch graduated with mine too (ICG casino skool).
he saw me before on that day. lol. i din see him tho.

gonna say ALL THE BEST & JIAYOU for those who're joining Star Cruise this coming sunday. people like ryan, jiawei, andy, benedict, and sumenn too? i tink so. dunno. =)

after he alighted. i suddenly felt so sian. i wanna U-turn back. makan.
and yea. silly me went back to vivo. shopped at DAISO!!! =D
but haben shop finish, ervin arrived liao.
guys alwaezx like that de. keep following behind me. how i shop in peace sia. =.=
i bought 5 items. he bought 6.

den went for lunch. LJS. <-- reminds me of pok. xD
combo 3 for me.

this ervin ate n watch his korean drama using his laptop. =.= drama siao.
after that me took train home le. Zzzzz in train til yishun.
i dragged myself home.

im so tired. mentally n physically. i really need sleep.

and im not feeling good tho. emo-ing again.
sometimes i just wondered.
who will alwaez be there for me....
what if i die tomoro.......

when i need help. i need someone to tok to. to cry on.
who should i call......

i do have a few good frennies. many friends. but.....
i dont have a bestie whom i can alwaez look up to.
people might say i have lotza frens. watz there to worry.
but with 400 friends but no bestie. am i lonely?
silly rain.....

aniwae. this morning when i was forcing myself to sleep counting headshots....
1 HS, 2 HS, 3 HS, 4 HS...... *phone rang*
got a shock lo. so sudden. it was goin to 4am.
hmphx. was an apology sms from caige.
haiz. for the reason he gave, how can i get angry.
orite forget it. *switched off Ignore Mode*
he still ask me to plan next outing. kookoo. i wan die liao really. =.=

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day, when nobody died

for the people in my life. frennies whom i truly care.
i LOVE & miss u peepz. juz wan the world to know. before itz too late.

til next time~ adiOs.
-she who hates herself-

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