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~learn to fight your own ego~

last nite pok confirmed to meet today (about 1 plus). go PC Show.
he did mentioned he'll probably be tired so wont slack til late, perhaps after dinner den head home.
alright. so itz SET.

at about 11am this morning he called and confirmed again.
saying that when he goin to finish his stuffs he will sms me.
(means i can start leaving home le la)
i den had my shower. prepared myself. make-up & everything. done~

12.29pm.........
pok: "last game, btw tink after getting my stuff i go hm sleep liao, very tired"
me: "lol k ba. a lunch at least? abo i go so far pei u buy things nia ar kookoo. xD"
pok: "ok then nvm, i go myself, i nt taking lunch too tired, chop chop buy go hm liao bye bye"

WTF? i only ask for lunch before heading home.
if he really tired dun wan eat lunch can tell me go eat 1st or wat rite??
why must give that kinda ATTP & GL answer?!
"OK THEN NVM I GO MYSELF" jus bcoz i asked about the lunch question.

from the above sms-conversation,
if YOU're in my shoes, wont u be pissed over that reply of his?? huh?
u've prepared yaself and is ready to go out and he reply u OK THEN NVM I GO MYSELF jus bcoz u asked A LUNCH AT LEAST?
if dun wan eat juz say really tired dun wan eat la.
itz not that i did stated if no lunch i dun go rite??

can u imagine, on thursday i went to the PC Show i collected many brochures for the stuffs he wanna buy as he asked me to. den now he reply like that. unreasonable & heartless!
waste my bloody time & effort looking out for his stuffs.
yea i was bloody pissed and i started f-ing him.
this kinda last minute changes thingy is something i HATE most.
later he still can say "is u kp over i nt eating with u hor, i never say dun meet.................(blah blah blah)"
NVM I GO MYSELF <-- doesnt this mean he's not gonna meet me n he's goin on his own?
overall he still says I AM the one at fault for f-ing him. he wasnt wrong at all.
lmaO~ o whatever. im alwaez the one at fault.

that time he also kept accusing me about his grandpa thingy.
i approached him (thru sms) for help regarding my lappy problem.
when he replied he this whole week not available. i didnt reply back.
den he smsed again saying his grandpa passed away.
i replied ok and said that i was at bugis n was so frustrated etc.
i SWEAR to buddha i DIDNT ask him to help after he told me his grandpa's news.
but yet he said i did. i did. i did.
and said i'm quite childish and dunno 'how to think'.
people's relative passed away still ask for help.
i remembered CLEARLY i didnt!
was such a waste i've deleted the smses to prove him wrong.
itz either he has got BAD memory or the sms channels was slow and that he received my ''ask for help'' sms LATER.

whatever. i know im not that heartless to insist people to help when something had happened to their family. i know what im doing. so go and badmouth me all u wan.

and people who think they know me very well & claimed that i've CHANGED after i've got into my current relationship......
what have i changed? which part of me or my personality? tell me then.
if u think i started to KP people after i got a bf, lmao~!
U JUST DUNNO ME =)
FYI, i learnt to KP people after i started CS/CZ-ing.
it was just that u had yet to meet my boiling point.

for my other frens, they know im still the same ME. so again, whatever. comment/insult/badmouth me all u want.
i wont give a damn anymore. wont be affected by it. as i KNOW it isnt true.

and thanks a fren of mine who had listened n gave me advises.
despite being the one who used to enjoy pissing me off. =\
u know who u r.

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