last nite slpt at abt 4am. set alarm at 4.50am but overslpt. alvin called at 6+am. went to northpoint at 7am. met alvin at mac. had a cup of hot coffee. me go tk train at abt 8am. alvin went home ba. me go to skool. paf lesson todae. din dozed off in class. hm. breaktime ate sandwiches n ice milo. todae mr. see gave us his tel no. o.. lol. finished class at noon. me n frenz stayed in class n chat wit mr see til abt 1pm. me ron alex den go canteen. they buy drinkz. den head to mrt station. alex departed us at mrt station. dunno go where. ron n me took train. he workin. alited at bukit batok. gave me his newpaper again. hm. me got home at 2.15pm. mummy fried bee hoon for me. nice nice. me eat le. my parentz fetched me to SSDC. alvin came at 3+pm. todae got basic driving theory test o.. scary. gan jiong. me last min den study wor. but soo happi i made it! when i saw the screen appeared 'passed' i was like.. 'phEw~'.. lolx. hm. went to print out da result slip le. alvin n me go book our advance theory test. den went bac to yishun le. we go 'boom boom'. 3 dayz no boom le. keke. boom le we go buy bubble tea. den go home le. tired. lata family come bac. bot breadz n dinner. had my shower. eat le. hm. alvin left my hse at abt 9+pm. hm. tink i'll try to slp early tonite. so tt lata i can watch da portugal vs france match!!
hm. thingz turned out tiz way again. mainly bcoz of my problem. my feelinx. cant control my own heart. my feelinx. come n go in anywayz. i dun even know how to sort it out. haix. i break his heart again. again n again. i hurt ppl. haix. i thot tt i can open up my heart again. i tried to revive it. but y da feelinx seemz to be fading again. ending up i've gave ppl hopez n den got their heartz broken. i hate tt. gosh. y.. haix. i dunno how to say. my mind so confusing. undecisive again. not tt i dun like him. he said himself 'useless'. tt hurtz me. hez not! he had done so much le. hez not 'useless' at all. probably itz juz tt my feelinx. dunno how to treasure him. da blame is on me. i dunno y. but. seemz like. i prefer to be wit good frenz wit him den being in a r/s. maybe im not used to it. or wat. i really enjoy being ard goodie frenz. i enjoy how my life was like last time. haix. wat now. i dunno. if i hold on to him, afraid my feelinx will vanish, da longer it takez, he get hurt deeper.. if i let him go, im afraid i mite regret for my decision, not treasurin such a good guy like him. wat now. wat now. gosh!! i hate life! urgh..!!! sob sobx. i find myself bad enuff tt i dun worth his tearz... >_<..
hm. thingz turned out tiz way again. mainly bcoz of my problem. my feelinx. cant control my own heart. my feelinx. come n go in anywayz. i dun even know how to sort it out. haix. i break his heart again. again n again. i hurt ppl. haix. i thot tt i can open up my heart again. i tried to revive it. but y da feelinx seemz to be fading again. ending up i've gave ppl hopez n den got their heartz broken. i hate tt. gosh. y.. haix. i dunno how to say. my mind so confusing. undecisive again. not tt i dun like him. he said himself 'useless'. tt hurtz me. hez not! he had done so much le. hez not 'useless' at all. probably itz juz tt my feelinx. dunno how to treasure him. da blame is on me. i dunno y. but. seemz like. i prefer to be wit good frenz wit him den being in a r/s. maybe im not used to it. or wat. i really enjoy being ard goodie frenz. i enjoy how my life was like last time. haix. wat now. i dunno. if i hold on to him, afraid my feelinx will vanish, da longer it takez, he get hurt deeper.. if i let him go, im afraid i mite regret for my decision, not treasurin such a good guy like him. wat now. wat now. gosh!! i hate life! urgh..!!! sob sobx. i find myself bad enuff tt i dun worth his tearz... >_<..
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