woke up at 1pm todae to find tt my hp was off. no batt le. received ron'z sms sayin abt meetin up at 1pm at bugis goin study. but itz far. feelin kinda sian to go. so din go lo. called alvin. he juz woke up. me den go prepare my stuffz. abt 2pm go down. meet shi gong. we den walked from my blk to 139. meet alvin there. den go shi gong hse. alvin help him re-format his comp. we left in da late aftnn. shi gong go meet sheng. me n alvin go meet weijie at 111. he arr at 6.40pm. we walked to 156. coz me suddenly feel like eatin char kway teow there. so go there eat lo. afta eatin we go nearby blk sit n chat awhile. til abt 8pm we go north point boom boom. coincidence. saw shi gong there. sheng too. challenged wit shi gong. den wit sheng. kinda surprising. me win sheng. 2 racez. lol yeaH. i improvin le. but lost to him 1 race coz he chose 'rainin day' de. me nv race b4. hm. afta tt play wit alvin. so many roundz. shi gong went off 1st le. we finished at abt 9+pm. alvin n weijie sent me home. got home le. bom bom le. did tok on da phone wit mao. sheng wit him. kpt wantin to 'investigatin' tiz n tt. but dun feel like tokin to them wit juz me alone. seemz like for everythin thing even if they r partly in da wrong they cld simply bring out other matterz to 'cover' them. i rather meet them all out n say. wit shi gong ard. beta. coz he not biased. n he did know part of da truth. witnessin wat did happened lo. so i dun wanna mention much on da phone. we hung up at abt 11.45pm. me now here bloggin le lo. haix. thingz hav yet to settle.
hm. he told me. tt hez tryin hard to throw da feelinz he hav for me. but still hez alwaez sendin me home. me asked him when will he stop sendin me home neh. he said til i get myself a bf. sounded sad. but if ttz so.. me dun wan to find bf. allowin him to send me home alwaez. til he tired of it. den he gave up. hmm. weijie todae finally cld tok to me nicely le. y. izzit bcoz he know abt me n alvin de thingy? hm. i dun hav much choicez. me kinda tired of all tiz stuffz. da fitez. da quarrelz. da unsatisfatory. over small small matterz. which turn out to be a big one. cant all tiz juz end n ttz it?! haix. yea. alvin understood my mind. i realli miss thoz fun playin dayz n happi momentz we all had tog. like da time we were at ecp. how i wished da time wun pass by, wun move, n cld stayed there alwaez. but nah. i cld oni recall n tink abt thoz memoriez we had tog. n i believe tt thoz happi momentz of us being tog happily in a grp wun eva happen again le. thingz hav changed. so r they. memoriez oni happen once. cant be replayed. perhapz i cld juz go down to ecp alone. playin wit da sandz. recallin da timez. we were drawin on da sand. ttz abt life ba.
hm. he told me. tt hez tryin hard to throw da feelinz he hav for me. but still hez alwaez sendin me home. me asked him when will he stop sendin me home neh. he said til i get myself a bf. sounded sad. but if ttz so.. me dun wan to find bf. allowin him to send me home alwaez. til he tired of it. den he gave up. hmm. weijie todae finally cld tok to me nicely le. y. izzit bcoz he know abt me n alvin de thingy? hm. i dun hav much choicez. me kinda tired of all tiz stuffz. da fitez. da quarrelz. da unsatisfatory. over small small matterz. which turn out to be a big one. cant all tiz juz end n ttz it?! haix. yea. alvin understood my mind. i realli miss thoz fun playin dayz n happi momentz we all had tog. like da time we were at ecp. how i wished da time wun pass by, wun move, n cld stayed there alwaez. but nah. i cld oni recall n tink abt thoz memoriez we had tog. n i believe tt thoz happi momentz of us being tog happily in a grp wun eva happen again le. thingz hav changed. so r they. memoriez oni happen once. cant be replayed. perhapz i cld juz go down to ecp alone. playin wit da sandz. recallin da timez. we were drawin on da sand. ttz abt life ba.
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