last nite slpt at 1.30am. woke up at 5.50am. wanted to give alvin a 6am wake up call but he called me 1st b4 i cld. hm. went to skool as usual. still da same. tiz few dayz me got kinda fed up or 'pek chek' easily de. dunno. hm. finished skool at noon. me ron alex went to jurong entertainment ctr. went to play pool. til abt 3+pm. [happi o. alex alwaez wanna 'trash' me in pool but hav yet to win me.. keke me alwaez 'tai-go' win de]. hm. afta tt we acc alex go mac eat. me n ron did ate a lil' too. hungry. rather den admirin alex eat himself. [oopz] lolx. afta eatin, we go x-zone arcade. feel like challengin initial d racin wit alex. me bad bulli him newbie. keke. but waited for sometime to play. din play ver 3 de. coz got ppl. no choice play ver 2 de lo. so diff from ver 3 de. road so slippery. but at least now i know how ver 2 de is like lo. hm. afta playin, we no idea where to go.. kinda tired too. so wanna go home lo. we walked ard in Popular bookstore til abt 4.15pm. me n ron took train home. reached yishun. jln jln ard northpoint. went to harvey norman. search for epilator. da good onez kinda expensive. but will consider buyin ba. hm. when alvin came le. we go c hp. saw a new released SE mobile phone.. the new M600i. unique. wide screen. i like. but expensive lo. maybe wanna wait for da price to drop den consider ba. hm. afta tt we go time zone boom boom. boom le. go shi gong hse there de kopitiam. 110. meet him. 6+pm. had our late lunch. soo long nv c him le. eat le we go somewhere sit. chat. had private tok. abt all thoz terrible thingz tt happened recently when alvin n me din meet up da guyz. still. despite shi gong's age.. [he da youngest among us..] he can tink more mature den da rest. he cld understand situationz. he dun really listen to one-side story n believe it. n he dun side ppl, being biased. hm.. my shi gong.. showed good example. i respect him. lolx. we chat til abt 8pm. go 111 played bball til 8.30pm. alvin n me left le. shi gong still playin. too bad my parentz chasing me home le. cant acc shi gong. hm. bot small small cup de bubble tea on our way. alvin sent me home again. he kneez pain pain. still dun listen. so determined to send me home. hm. me got home at 9.15pm. had my shower. dinner..
hm. me tiz few dayz still fan fan fan o. mind full of stuffz. hav been tinkin too much ba. hm. when he called me afta his work he sounded diff. tok majiam so cold o. sad. but lata he ok le. hm. todae c him started smokin again. feel weird. dunno y. kinda hurt? dunno. i alwaez feel 'urgh' n sad seein ppl close to my heart smokez. but wat can i do. i've got no ritez to stop him. i cldnt nag anymore. cld juz watch along or juz ignore as if i dun c anithin lo. hm. shi gong say mon ask da guyz all meet out. wanna tok abt our matterz. hope it wun turn out nasty. i wun be able to stand it. hm. me dunno y o. sometimez i c him. me so scared he like sad sad. coz of me. sometimez i c him. da thot of.. "hav i made da wrong decision? shld i not let him go in da 1st place? will i miss out tiz good guy here? which god has planned for me?" all came up my mind. haix. or stayin as goodie frenz majiam buddiez, is beta? probably i'll feel more comfortable? haix. so many tiz n tt. why why n why. or time wld solve it? i juz dunno.
hm. me tiz few dayz still fan fan fan o. mind full of stuffz. hav been tinkin too much ba. hm. when he called me afta his work he sounded diff. tok majiam so cold o. sad. but lata he ok le. hm. todae c him started smokin again. feel weird. dunno y. kinda hurt? dunno. i alwaez feel 'urgh' n sad seein ppl close to my heart smokez. but wat can i do. i've got no ritez to stop him. i cldnt nag anymore. cld juz watch along or juz ignore as if i dun c anithin lo. hm. shi gong say mon ask da guyz all meet out. wanna tok abt our matterz. hope it wun turn out nasty. i wun be able to stand it. hm. me dunno y o. sometimez i c him. me so scared he like sad sad. coz of me. sometimez i c him. da thot of.. "hav i made da wrong decision? shld i not let him go in da 1st place? will i miss out tiz good guy here? which god has planned for me?" all came up my mind. haix. or stayin as goodie frenz majiam buddiez, is beta? probably i'll feel more comfortable? haix. so many tiz n tt. why why n why. or time wld solve it? i juz dunno.
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